The forgiving light

Down on my knees,
I crawl toward the dark,
I turn my back on the light,
And slowly it fades out of my side,

The endless dark beckons to me,
Waiting with open arms,
Now i slowly climb onto my feet,
After an eternity of kneeling to the light,

I wish the feel the dark's embrace,
I turn my head to see what i was,
Everything i've ever known,
And i turn back to the darkness.

The lights fading,
My body almost consumed,
But the light whispers before it dies,
'Its never to late to return...."

I turn back,
My eyes hard and cold,
And i whisper,
"No......"