.......Pain

If you looked into my life and see the pain that I've felt
You'd realize the words I'm speakin is pain in itself
You can see the whole picture while it's painting itself
And if you fail to see it clearly then I'm blaming myself Damn,
I have a tough time explaining myself It's like I don't even know me,

I'm a stranger to myself
And inside it eats me alive and dangers my health
But I just play what I'm dealt with and stay real to myself
I just keep the pain in the back of my brain, cause it helps
I just brush it off and laugh at the pain, cause it helps



Everyday trying to hide it is actually a strain in itself
With so much pain my strength practically gains on itself
I look back and wish the past would rearrange itself
Pain spread through my soul, it can't contain itself

But I'm strong now, and
I realize that I can change myself
And you must be fake if you can't relate to the pain that I felt..