~Sublime

How do I know love?
Words sometimes used too soon
we waited for
I Love you.
Waking up with you next to me was
Perfect
I can't describe it.
Your eyes were closed and you were at peace.
Nothing could tear me away.
We made it through the night
Scared kids
hiding something so innocent and pure.
I know what I felt when
we became One.
A tear dropped once
A torment never before experienced
while Conflicting Feelings were soon
Vanquished.
Foreheads were kissed for reassurance
This is Right.
Hands held my head like pillows
protecting me.
Invisible eyes frightened us
You Triple checked the lock
and covered my mouth
Questions arose from my subconscious after slight laughter
I became intoxicated by your breath
Lips caressed
I was mesmerized
Understanding of this
lopsided meditation
is far from reach.
Now we lay exhausted
I curl around
placing my head
on your chest.
I Love You.
Through a small passage of that we spent together
we reached
Sublime.

The forgiving light

Down on my knees,
I crawl toward the dark,
I turn my back on the light,
And slowly it fades out of my side,

The endless dark beckons to me,
Waiting with open arms,
Now i slowly climb onto my feet,
After an eternity of kneeling to the light,

I wish the feel the dark's embrace,
I turn my head to see what i was,
Everything i've ever known,
And i turn back to the darkness.

The lights fading,
My body almost consumed,
But the light whispers before it dies,
'Its never to late to return...."

I turn back,
My eyes hard and cold,
And i whisper,
"No......"